tick...tock...tick...tock

The ticking of clocks can be enough to drive a person over the edge. Pushing them further and further until they are beyond the point of no return, left to drift off into the deep, black oblivion
of insanity. It come to the point where seconds seem like hours and hours seem like, well you get the idea.

This is the state of mind I have been stuck in for months. I feel as though I am going no where, or more that I am incapable of moving anywhere in life. Frozen at a standstill where all I try to do falls short and I am again left holding the short end of the stick. I am growing more weary as each day passes.

Looking in the mirror I can see the eyes are more sunken then they used to be. I feel weak and tired, almost like I am carrying the weight of the world. Its time to give in to the temptation to no longer care. To be so carefree and lite would be something I can only dream of now.

I continue to get stepped on as time progresses. Each ticking second is like another foot print driven upon my body, pushing it further and further to choas.

ah...my eyes are heavy...good night