Moving Along

How does one tell their parents that they drive them insane? Perhaps its the anxiety and depression that forbids me of expressing my mind openly to those two figure heads in my life, but its rather annoying. This week I am moving out, when I expressed this fact to the house hold, immediately the string of guilt began plucking away. I wonder if it ever dawned on the old folks that sheltering people only pisses them off when they actually see what is out there? Maybe its the whole religion spin on things yet again where they want me to feel like a horrible being and they can't do so if I wander off into the world...hmmm. Anyway I am awaiting news on job transfer, also I am debating if I want to work third permanently. If I offer to, I may even get full time status if what i hear is correct. Our current third shift cashier is getting sick and tired of the shit she has to put up with, so perhaps a change in order could be of use? Ah well perhaps that will come, I will discuss the matter w/Jessica once I figure out if I really want to be a permy third.

O and its going on about 63 hours of sleeplessness. Soon I may start hallucinating which will be alot of entertainment for those around me I am sure. On that note I am getting out of here before I go more insane due to the rents.